waiting...

I feel like I am waiting for something. I don't really know what. A change, a new person (not bf person, but somebody I should know), a new emotion, a new solution. And I'm supposed to do something while I'm waiting... but I don't know what. And I'm getting frustrated, and obsessed with waiting, and all the crap i'm going through is getting overwhelming. Or maybe the new something is waiting for me. I have no idea. But I have this feeling of urgency and necessity. Like if it doesn't happen soon, the whole thing (whatever it is) is going to fall down.

i have no idea what the hell i am talking about, but maybe, if i did, it wouldn't be necessary to do/meet/figure out this. there's just something waiting for...