okay- so i made a mistake earlier today. ... fine, several. in any case= i said i didnt care about anything and that everything sucked: that was exaggeration. some stuff doesnt matter to me that much, and some stuff sux. / i said no one cared, and i didnt care that no one cared: that was not true- i have people who care, and i feel like (at times) that they dont, and when that happens, i hurt. i know that they do tho. / i said i wanted to die... yes- i fantacize about , but i dont... not seriously in any case. / i actually am getting better- little by little- i havent cut in weeks, i have been eating (for the most part) and i havent purged (tho i have had the urge to) / i dont want anybody to forget me- in fact, that is the opposite- just... sometimes i wish they would bc... i dont know... im weird... basically- right now- i am trying to clear everything up that i exaggerated and blew out of proportion in my other post. it gave somebody the wrong idea that their attempts were worthless and crap... when in truth- that person is the main reason why i even give a crap anymore... so this is my first [ghost notes] post- a post of what is left after the original has gone... well- actually- it SHOULD be my 3rd, but this is the first i have used the pic on... yeah... *coughs*, ... bunnies, kittens, and alligator teeth- sayonara.
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